February 8, 2008

Today is going to be a quiet day. Ed took Becca and Tom to the mtns., 2 at school and the 2 little ones are with me. Katie was sick last night so she is laying down on the couch wrapped in blankets, crackers by her side and cartoons on. Ana is right by her....quiet. Wow...what should I do with myself?? I have alot of laundry, like every day. and I'll work on the dragon. I do need to figure out what to do with these toys. They don't have much but it's the sizes that don't fit into the box. We do have a large box of stuffed animals which they never touch so if I can get them into a bag without them seeing I'm good to go.

A little about myself. I do not like to be alone. When everyone is gone I just don't like it; I get nervous. I was thinking about this a little while ago and I thought how stupid. I don't know what my problem is. Maybe it's because I have such a big family that when they are gone I feel lost. I'm so used to the noise and always having someone by my side. Well anyway, my devotions last night were about David being hunted down by Saul. He didn't fear he knew God was with him.... Psalm 57:1-Be Merciful unto me, O God, be merciful unto me: for my soul trusteth in thee: yea, in the shadow of thy wings will I make my refuge, until these calamities be overpast. I have no right to be nervous, it's silly. I need to get to my work and sing praises to God for all that he has given me (which is quite alot).

Have a good day .... and I pray that all of you going through trials will remember that the Lord is with you and will never leave.

Psalm 56:11-In God have I put my trust: I will not be afraid what man can do unto me.